My Journey Through Life

My mama say

2010-01-05T17:50:00.006+08:00

My mama say its bad to criticize people openly. My mama also say its up to people themselves if they want to live in their simple (**bubble**) life, and all I can do is be flexible and suffer a bit. Mama also say it can be a sacrifice for God, and what I can do is every time when I get annoyed, I can change my frequency higher and have a nice chat with God in my mind instead.

Therefor I removed my latest post before this... for those who read my previous removed blog, and if you're one of the human I get annoyed with, don't worry. I'll still hang out with you guys and just change my frequency whenever you're annoying.

End.

Hahaha!!!!

wtf.

Sugimoto with family after sis's convo

2009-11-19T15:48:00.003+08:00

Wonderful customer service~ = D

Err.....

Cheese!!!

My version of a pancake

Bro's meal

My sis and my meal (portion kinda big.. so we share)

Papa's meal

Mama's meal

Bro's beef slices...

yup... his again.

Yes... it was a wonderful dinner.

Once upon a time...

2009-05-14T21:52:00.004+08:00

Once upon a time, there's a pair of swings...with one swing broken

Then there's a girl

and a boy

huhuhu... go imagine yourself what happen next. = p

DONUT DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-27T23:17:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO!!!!!!!!!! DOU DOU DOU~ NUT NUT NUTS!!!

Good Friday

2009-04-11T02:15:00.005+08:00

As the performance started in the church on Good Friday night, I sat quietly and watched the play.

As the performance actors took every single act seriously, I was amazed with their seriousness.

As the cries of people were acted out on stage, I sat and restrain myself from leaving the seat.

As the act of Jesus suffered from pain was acted on stage, I felt nothing but sorry for HIM.

As the person goes up the stage and sing, I took out my glasses and looked at nothing but emptiness.

As the person behind me started to cry out, I felt nothing but wanting to rush to the toilet and puke.

As everyone around started to cry together after the performance while praying, I felt more sad and sorry for Jesus who died for us.

As everyone stood up and looked at the cross with sympathy, I stood up and close my eyes with sorrow.

As everyone left their seat and talked about how wonderful the world is because of Jesus who died for them, I left my seat with a heavy heart because of Jesus who sacrificed His life for people like us.

As I walked pass the bars and discos along the streets, I wondered what these people are so happy about because all I saw and heard was unhappiness and complains about their life.

As my friend dropped me outside my house, I wish I was dropped outside my home.

As I sat down and had my personal time with Him, all I can think of was nothing but disappointments.

I wanted to stop the personal time with Him as soon as possible, for the burden in my heart was getting too heavy to bear in the dark room.

After trying so hard, I then laid back on my chair as a give up sign for not able to think of a word to say to Him.

Then I remembered what my Aunt said
“It does not matter what you say when you pray, just go to Him like a child and He will know”

So I stood up in my dark room, faced the window and closed my eyes, and said with a sorrow smile on my face:

“Sorry... but thankyou. Amen”

Still in a mess...

2009-04-03T23:57:00.006+08:00

Life now is still in a mess... and i think its gonna get worse....

Got stung by bee...

Stoned for hours

Got mad-cow disease...

Going broke for being addicted to hot chocolates...

Ate 12 pieces of nuggets for dinner...

haih.... -_-"

Gone wild...

2008-11-13T10:58:00.005+08:00

Some of you may know that i had joined the otaku-anime club in uni last sem... and I have their Hanna left overs stuff... so i decided to use it all up before it dries and become wasted. -_-

2nd sem ended...

2008-11-10T01:31:00.003+08:00

It was the exam period for the last one month, and if you wonder how was my study and all... It was like...

Now? kinda aimless and bored. Just can't wait to go aus on the 20th and meet Hiresh. ><

New sem...

2008-06-18T20:54:00.009+08:00

New sem = busy busy busy
And yea... took crop science. Seniors say u have to plant vegetables for a month. Then harvest them, pluck them and oven them . -_-"

First thought its gonna be easy to plant these veges... but.... let me show ya

They were easy to grow, and they grew real fast!! (starting of 2nd week)

They were the strongest, and tallest and "greeness" among other groups. My group members and I were so dam proud about ourselves. >= D

then one monday afternoon....

We all went crazy and wonder what happened... then we found out that it has not been watered or the past 24 hours... or less.... haih....

Anyway, we watered it again and cehck it everyday since then. So now its back to its greenary. -_-"

Exams here!!!

2008-06-06T21:36:00.019+08:00

At home... study... can spot da rabbit?

In library....

Vincent.... trying to cool down his mind to study... Ohm....mmm...

Out for lunch... or toilet...with a sign...hahaha...

In study group room - weird weather...
At3pm... (human in pink is MJ). Then at 7pm... (yep... the sky was brighter)

Nightmare...

Then human mind gone wild...

back to study....

Hiresh and I

2008-05-08T21:04:00.004+08:00

Drew this in class... was not paying attention... as usual. Hahahaha... shit... exam coming

Really miss him by my side

The last picture has no color... i think it looks the best when everything is just simple.

Relationships

2008-05-03T03:19:00.002+08:00

Relationships

Not very happy nowadays, have been listening and seeing different relationships everywhere. Everyone is afraid of being lonely, and because of that sometimes they can be so blind towards the things or people around them.

These are the love relationships I have been seeing…

Those that are in relationship but not getting any love from the other
Those that are in relationship but do not think their relationship will go far

Those that are in relationship but just because they hate being lonely
Those that are in relationship but just because they need someone to push them

Those that desperately want to get a partner they even ask Gods for help
Those that desperately want to get a partner became too blind to see the faults

Those who love just because they were not love back in previous relationship
Those who love just because now they can have something to talk about with friends

And there other kinds of love too...

There are those that patiently listens to the person they love talks about how much they like about another person although every word breaks his/her heart
There are those that suggest what the person they love to do to be happily together with the other person even though it crushes their heart terribly

There are those that keep everything inside so that their love ones can be happy without knowing how he/she feels about them
And those who give everything out to make the person they love happy, even if it breaks his/her own heart every time

I feel sad for those people mentioned above… but when can we tell ourselves that we are so blind? Or there is actually someone who really cares about us around us?

For those who sacrificed everything to make their love ones happy and those avoids to prevent any deeper feelings…. Who will we pity on in the end? The person who sacrificed everything or the person too blind to see how near their true love actually is?

Love is not a game; it is never fun or exciting in the end. It is suppose to be full of arguments, complains and madness but still loving one another and not letting go in the end. Hiresh and I did not come this far easily, and I know... no matter what huge wave comes towards us in the future, we won’t let go.

By Christina,
who loves her fiancé more every day.

I need help...

2008-03-28T03:05:00.002+08:00

GOD!!! I NEED HELP!!!! HELP ME!!!

The mighty Uni

2008-03-25T17:12:00.001+08:00

weEEee..EEee.. Owee Eee bom bombu uea~ a wim awep awim awep~
In the uni~ the mighty uni~ the students sleeps too late~
In the uni~ the quiet uni~ the students sleep inside~

In the lectures~ the peaceful lectures the students sleep too fast~
In the lectures~ the quiet lectures the students sleep more fast~

weEEee..EEee.. Owee Eee bom bombu uea~ a wim awep awim awep~

Harsh dear students~ don't fear dear students~ its only a lecture~
(x2)

Owee Eee bom bombu uea~ a wim awep awim awep~
weEEee..EEee.. Owee Eee bom bombu uea~ a wim awep awim awep~

'The end'

Nightmare... odd one

2008-03-25T03:01:00.005+08:00

Have you ever woke up from a nightmare and instead of sweating or scared... in your mind there was just these five words... "What the f**k was that!!"

Well... I did. And this was my nightmare....

I was at Genting Highland (somewhere in Malaysia, go google if wanna know). Not in the hotel but in one of the nearby apartment penthouse, highest floor. It looked exactly like the one I went 4 years ago… anyway…

I was all alone, friends went down to buy stuff and I was too lazy and tired to follow them. And since there is only one key given to us (like 4yrs ago), I can’t leave the place with the key alone, just incase someone comes back. And it’s never safe for a girl to go out all alone.

So I was walking around the penthouse, and I decided to sit at the dining table with a nice hot coffee and read the newspaper. After I made my coffee, I was well relaxed on the chair. Until… the television switch-on by itself, with the remote laid on top of the small cupboards untouched.

At first I thought of using my brain and make conclusions that some other unit right beside ours have the same television and the same remote, thus effects ours also… BUT then I remembered… it’s a penthouse…. One unit….on one whole floor…

The T.V started to change the channel, and its volume is getting louder and louder until it reaches maximum volume. I stood up and went back into the kitchen to get MORE coffee…MORE. When I came back to the table, my newspaper was moved to the opposite direction. And it was flipping pages by itself, slowly.

I just sat there and stone for a while, then got up and went into my friend’s room (Alex) to look for his cigarette pack… and no… no way I’m gonna hide inside the room…. I won’t want any cupboards to open and slam it self suddenly like those in the ghost movies. So I went back to the table, and this time… my coffee was at the other side together with the newspaper.

I lit my cigarette…

After 3 mins, friends came back. Was asked why I switched on the tv when i'm not watching it, and sitting at the opposite seat facing the flipped newspaper and empty coffee cup. And of course, Alex was cursing me for taking his cigarettes without asking him. I stood up, and said “ Alex… follow me go down for a while.” First he said no, but when he knew I don’t look alright… he said ok softly.

Outside, I told Alex… “I didn’t switch-on the T.V, I didn’t read the newspaper and the last time I touched my coffee cup, it was filled with 3/4 of hot coffee. Alex is one of those people who knows what I think and what I am trying to tell easily. So…

He gave me and himself another stick of cigarettes and said “ shit…”

Then I woke up… wtf…

Not easy...

2007-12-16T03:00:00.000+08:00

Met a new friend in uni few days ago. We had lunch together after our lecturer class (summer), and of course talked about ourselves abit... When I told her about me having far distance relationship with Hiresh, she was amazed that we are able to last for more than 6 months. She said hers didn't last for 3 months.

We then went back to uni for our computer lab class. As usual I was bored and went msn online to chat while the class is going on. = p Had chats with Denise and Alex... Las chats with Denise was about her seem to be amazed about the same thing... and she thinks I'm very strong or something... but it's not true... It's never easy...
Hiresh just went back 4 days ago, and this is what is in my mind now

I miss you
I am glad that you accidently left one of your shirts here
Reminds me how small I am without you here by looking at it
Reminds me how warm it was to be in your arms by holding it

I miss you
I like to wear the shirts and eat the fruits you bought for me
Somehow it does not seem to fit or taste well without you around
Somehow nothing seem to fit or taste well without you around

Can't wait to be in your arms again. .><.

Nights... (3.30 AM)

In my lover's eyes

2007-10-28T02:26:00.000+08:00

Handphone fixed… things going ok….
Family wedding dinner… attended… yea.. so far its ok

Did not really have a good chat with Hiresh but I found out something…

I had put on make up for the wedding dinner yesterday, and I got compliments from many people. Like “ you look nice”, “you look beautiful” and “Hiresh is lucky to have you’’ etc. Thanks guys (-^ ^-)

As soon as I got back I phoned Hiresh. We didn’t have a long chat, because it was very late then (1am). “You look beautiful today” he said with his tired voice. I felt really happy for a while, but knowing he is not really there to see me makes me sad. I thought maybe he is saying it because he knows I put on make up, and Shaneil did send him my makeup picture.

When Hiresh found out why I sound a bit upset, he replied “but you do look beautiful every time I see you”. I know then… make up or not, I’m still beautiful in his eyes. Not just that night but every day since long long long long long long time ago.

Almost everyday, he’ll ask “Honey, why you look so pretty today?” or “who look so pretty today?” and I’ll answer him either Rabbit or MooMoo. (Hahahhaha…!!)

But every time when he asks, I feel very very happy… inside. Sorry to say this but somehow getting complements from a lover, is always much happier compare to other people’s complements.

Although I still feel a bit upset because he really can’t see how I look with my make up, at least I know why I feel so and I’m glad. The reason is… Whenever I am able to look more beautiful in other people’s eyes, the eyes I really want to be in would be my lover’s eyes.

Without you, I might be beautiful only for that night. Thankyou

Random again.....

2007-10-04T11:38:00.000+08:00

Sisters will be sisters... ahhahhahahhaha

My rabbit (super random)

2007-09-23T02:38:00.000+08:00

I found out why I always like to stare at my rabbit...
It is always happy to see me, and so do I.
It looks so cute that even if I poke its eyes, it will still be happy to see me.

See!! Awwwww~

(poke! poke!)

End.

My life today...(random)

2007-09-18T01:24:00.000+08:00

Holiday in sabah!!!

2007-07-22T17:42:00.001+08:00

Holiday was good, Hiresh and I planed to go to Sabah (Shaneils place) to stay and have fun, and we did. It was very good.... Very relaxing... -_- Proof? here you go.. (pic)

Hiresh and I really had fun in Sabah, thanks to...

SHANEIL!!! Woohoo!!!

a.k.a Bishop head, tourist guide, driver and most of all a family member.
Age: 19, married, vegetarian.
Weakness: meat, sea water and chlorine water
Strong at : eating vege/ fish n' chip, playing guitar/drum/ badminton, drinking and driving.

And of course, also thanks to...

MICHELE!!! Weeeeee!!! (Left)

a.k.a Photographer, holiday planer, sleeping beuty and also a family member.
Age: 18, married, meat-eater
Weakness: waking up early morning
Strong at : eating, photographing, general knowlegde and shopping @ ebay

em.. good memories..
Now i'm back in uni, and hiresh is leaving to Australia tonight. T-T Already missing him....
And... this is where i'm gonna stop, so see ya. bye!

Fried rice

2007-06-17T01:52:00.000+08:00

Well... tomorrow gonna have chem test at 8.30am... hmmm i still cant concentrate and sleep...

I ate maggie mee at 4pm... (breakfast and lunch)
Hiresh called around 11pm and I chat with him for like 2 hours... uh...my neck... ="=

After having a nice chat with my hubby, it was already 1.30am. Stomach wasn't hungry yet and i dont know why. Only after I shit in the toilet... which is around 1.45am, I STARTED tu get VERY very very ungry.... >.<

Wondering around the house looking for food... (O.O) found non.... except for the chocolates..and whiskeys...
So i went back to my room, roll and roll on the bed slowly starve and die ...THEN i heard the door open downstairs. I know its sis who just came back. I was thinking of asking her to teman me go eat at mamak near by later BUT...!!!

SHE BROUGHT BACK FOOD FOR ME!!! WWWeeeeeeeeeeee what a surprise!!!!!
Although its just a pack of fried rice and a pack of coke... its heaven... see!!

So i'm eating while typing now. Hope hubby having sweetdreams.. (^ ^)
Thats all for today~

Exams!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-06-13T06:23:00.000+08:00

shit... yea... its shit.....

its a a..... wednesday morning now.... 6.25am... Hiresh having his exams now...in the hall
and I... suppose to continue to study but cant seem to concentrate. shit....

I just had 'teh halia' (ginger milk tea), and i'm fully awake now. bio exam tomorrow afternoon... eh...
Wah!!! my neighbour actually have an alarm clock!!! can hear it from here!!!! wah.... classic~!

Anyway i'm very very very streessed with my life now, especially exams..duh!
And i just sent hiresh my kisses through sms dont know he got it or not... >.< --> more streesed
was suppose to study the whole week....or whole semester but i end up drawing stuff again... haha...

I drew this one in chemistry class... Physical chemistry...
The teacher took almost 2 hours explaining molecular bonds... 2 hours.... shit....

oh yea... i drew it behind the chemistry notes..hehhehe

And this... i drew it after 2 hours of self study.... T-T i miss my hubby..

Thats all for today. Back to bio!!! bye~

The Missing cherry

2007-04-23T01:30:00.000+08:00

I'm gonna write a (true) story, if you think you don't have the time to read some stupid boring story then just skip the whole blog. This happened about a year ago.

Here goes the story....

Long long time ago, a couple was separated for a few days. The boy friend told his girlfriend that he will be back by... saturday? (i think...) Anyway, the boyfirend wanted to supprise the girlfriend by coming back a day earlier, so he planed a supprise meeting for his girlfriend with the help of his cousin (girlfriend's best friend in class). The plan started well with his cousin telling her that someone wants to meet her at some place after class, and the person's name is 'Joanne'. In her mind, she thought she heard 'Joanna' by mistake, but she was too tired and lazy to let 'the cousin' repeat the same thing as he had already said twice and making sure she remembers. And so she just answered "ok..".

After class, she tries to remember what 'the cousin' said to her earlier. At the same time, Joanna appeared infront of her. She look at her, and Joanna look at her... both look at one another and stoned a while. Joanna said hi and bye, and so did she by replying 'bye'. Then, her handphone rang, boss calling from workplace, help needed. She then rush straight away to her working place, out to save her boss. What she didn't know was, it was 'Joanne' and the cousin said and the whole plan was ruined just because she thinks its Joanna the one that wants to see her.

Poor boyfriend waiting at the corner, hoping the girlfriend will show up anytime soon. And of course, she didn't. All the excitement had vanished into the thin air. All the supprise plans were ruined, everything!!! destroyed...
The cherry was missing from the lovely cake.

This is how the term 'Missing cherry' came about, and it makes me feel like shit everytime i thought of it.
Wonder how bad it feels when everything you had planned and worked hard for, was screwed up totally by the person you love the most in the world.

Whenever I look back and think how disappointing it is... I feel damn lucky that he still loves me.
What I mean is ...Who wants to have a cake with a missing cherry on it? and like... most of the time.

I really am happy to meet my hubby (Hiresh), and of course Shaneil and Michele. and.. yea.. you too Desmond.
I'm bless by knowing you guys.

by Christina,
(The Missing Cherry)

Missing

2007-02-12T20:32:00.000+08:00

Attended my uni orientation this morning, and as usual i nearly fall asleep.... Thanks to Shaneil for trying to keep me awake... as usual also... haha..

Seems that everything is going back to the way it used to be. Ish...

My hubby, Hiresh is now in Australia and going to start orientation next week. Ever since he's gone, I became more lonely than ever. Not able to sleep for a few days, and not eating the whole day... (especially today, not even a cup of water.)

When couples know that they're going to be saperated, they will spend most of the time together more often. Hoping to last the feeling till the day they meet up again... but what they don't know is that they'll miss one another more if they do that. They'll miss the person they normally turn to when they have troubles, they'll miss all the funny things they had talk about. They'll lost the the way to cheer themselve up by just kissing or hugging.

I miss him so much, hoping that time will move fast foward until he comes back and stop the time.

This is a little test for us from God, and I know I'm not alone. Everynight, I pray asking God to help me to hold on, and protection for Hiresh.

I'll end my post here for today. Thankyou for Shaneil for being there with me, and Hiresh for calling and emailing to me everyday. Love you.

20th Birthday

2007-01-30T16:56:00.000+08:00

This year is the first time where my family actually celebrated my birthday... ( little party)
Or a "real" celebration i think... where everyone gathered and had SUSHI gala. WooHoo!!

I don't kbnow why but I feel really happy... maybe it's because it's my first birthday party.
For the past few years I only remember celebrating my DOB by watching movies, getting ang paus, getting birthday cards and sleeping at home. Now, I got HIRESH!!! My hubby, who celebrated with me the whole day, and I had a little family party. Oh ya... and having a proper birthday cake (cheese cake) just for me!! HAHAHA!!!

Wait.... now that i think of it, it's actually the 2nd time having a birthday party. First was at Indah Villa Condo with Shaneil, Michele and Hiresh. (Although it wasn't on my birthday day...)

All these brings back memories, now i'm really gonna miss you all... sob... T-T

Shaneil, Michele and Hiresh my darling, thankyou for making wonderful memories for me. Hope to see you guys soon. Bye~

Back...

2006-11-16T15:37:00.000+08:00

Well... I'm back... from Singapore... to Malaysia... haih...
Nothing really went well except for looking for a job here. Mum changed a lot.... a lot... A LOT!!! My sis and I are still wondering about what happened to our mum.

Changed how much? Hmm... let's say that she was still able to laugh and make jokes when my sis told her that Hiresh and I are planning to get married... (We actually planned to get engaged only). O_o!!

But not for my grandma, her face... disappointed me so much especially when she said that I shouldn't have met Hiresh's parents. It's a stupid dumb chinese thing that it's a shame and that both parents are not supposed to talk or meet each other until the day the couple gets married.... dumb shit.... Argh!!! (Tearing magazines.....)

So.. yea... family problems... just a bit different this time...

About my work, I just need to choose whether to work in Sunway Pyramid or in a Clinic as a helper... of Dr. Tan!!
Pyramid (SEED) = RM4.50 an hour, max 9 hours a day, 6 days a week. Either 10am till 7pm or 1pm till 10pm. Lunch time is included so it's RM36 a day.
Clinic (in Taipan) = Part time- RM5 an hour, either 8am till 12pm or 7pm till 11pm... Full time- RM800 first month, RM850 then.
Working in a clinic is supposed to help me in my studies... but less money will be earned, much less... so how... haih...

HUA HAHAHA!!!!!!

2006-11-12T09:46:00.000+08:00

SOOOooooooo much good news to write~

I know i have not written for a very long time.... er since ... August...hahahha
Happy!? Shaneil! I finally have taken the effort to update my blog.

Okay, good news are...
1. MUFY is all over!!! (Woohooo!!!)

2. Day after my last paper i followed my hubby to Singapore!!!
( I really never thought that my mum would say 'Yes"!!!!) (Woohoo!)

3. Mixed very well with hubby's family. (Woohoo!!!)

-@ Hubby and I @-

4. Met hubby's friends- Nigel, and Kenneth. (Hur...hur...)

5. Bought some japanese dessert home and was invited to drink alcohol at Kenneth's house.

6. (This is the BEST part!!! So OPEN your EYES and read carefully everyone!!!)
(And ya... Kenneth... no hard feelings ya....)
I THRASHED ALL THE GUYS...(Nigel, Ken, hubby) WITH WHISKY!!!! WOOHOO!!!
MUA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH (snort! snort!)
I ONLY lost 4 times... of half shots, hubby drank around 7-8 full shots, Nigel... 11-13 full
shots and~ (snort... snort..) Kenneth!! more than 20 full shots!!! HAhahahahhaah!

From left: Nigel, Kenneth and Hiresh(hubby)

(Guys... still friends ya!?)

The End... hahaha...

Busy~

2006-08-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

Oh~ it’s been a long time since I last blogged.
Finally able to relax now… have not been sleeping well for the past 4 days.
Been sleeping at 4.00am - 4.30am and waking up at 5.45am - 6.00am, still studying like shit and working at thebubble tea shop part time…. (Becoming 2nd Boss)
Had a presentation this afternoon, wasn’t nervous at all because I was freaking tired…

These things are not supposed to happen but when you end up being forced by your lecturer to join other people for a group presentation, and those two guys have problems appearing in class and college… damn!!....
So obviously I did the most for the presentation. Haih~
(I’m still alive!!!)
I want to thank Hiresh, my dear for helping me in my presentation by correcting my grammatical mistakes and being there for me before the presentation.

So… for the moment I am-
Swimming in the Pacific Ocean for Biology and Computerscience(programming).
Can’t wait to see Paul leading cell this Friday (tomorrow)
Still wondering how Hiresh won his ‘Bill Them All” T-shirt… but afraid to know also… (It was a sexy dance competition…)
CAN’T WAIT FOR MY NEXT ENGLISH PRESENTATION WHICH IS GOING TO BE WITH THE SAME GROUP OF PEOPLE!!! (May the Lord have mercy on my soul. T-T)
hm… that’s all. I think…so, see ya.

The Light Behind

2006-05-23T23:51:00.000+08:00

There is bright light shining behind me, everywhere else is darkness.
My body is moving away from the light slowly although I’m not walking.
It’s getting cold, my body starts to hurt. Fingers are getting stiff.

Something is trying to get out from inside of my body.
Thorns are growing around my blood veins, backbones are frozen and pain.
Light is getting weaker behind. The pain is getting worse.

Standing there diging my nails into my flesh.
Skin are white as white roses, and blood are red as red roses.
Hurts like shit while looking through darkness in front.
Teeth are clenching but lips are close.
Screaming inside but not a sound is made.

Final heartbeat before the light dies, fingers turned into black.
Black veins crawling rapidly through my arms like needles.
Heart stops. Everything disappeared.

The Light Behind

By Christina Chieh

My Hair

2006-05-03T20:41:00.000+08:00

Finally!!! I went and bought a new shampoo... previous shampoo was Panteen. It made my hair dam freaking itchy. I guess they must have put some weird chemical inside to make the hair feel smoother or somthing like that... ass....

Anyway, i just finished bathing~ with my new shampoo!!! Rejoice!!! HAhahaha
Very relax now, hahahahha but i'll die next week... cause>
Monday- Extra chem class in the morning- work @ SS2 at night.
Tuesday- ComScience Test
Wednesday- Biollogy Test
Thursday-Maths Test
Friday-Claudia(Boss) go Sarawak holiday so I'm working full time at bubble tea shop.

T-T....Sob...sob.... Now even having stress thinking should i take the ISAT test for midicine course ... That one stupid papper will cost me RM650.00!!! ARGH!!!

Last few days was...hm..feeling guilty i think... Like.. i forgot to tell my bro it was actually a public holiday last monday.. he woke up early morning at 7am, ate breakfast and sat in the living room for 2 hours waiting for a van to pick him up... until i came down. >_<''

Another one is the carrot cake (Lo Bak Gou), that i put in the freezer. If you don't know what is 'lo pak gou', it's a very soft white quare thingy. Anyway, i put it in the freezer so it became as hard as a stone. There was a glass soup spoon (bloody expensive) beside me at that time, so i just used it to hit the carrot cake ... ....
The whole spoon cracked.. thin lines all over the spoon. It's not broken yet and I dare not move. "PEI !!!" bro shouted.. 'Perang pang~~~~~' there goes the spoon... T_T
Mum still doesn't know about it.... Shh!!!

HaPpY BiRthDay!!! PAUL!!!

2006-04-23T11:06:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Paul~ HAhahahha
it's 12.20pm now... just woke up .. +_+
I'm all alone at home now... and i'm too lazy to cook breakfast & lunch, so
i'm having popcorn and gin as brunch. WOOOHOOOO!!!

I'm so sorry that i can't come to taipan for the gig night, was having dinner with homosapiens... some GM and DPOD... of Sunway Resort Hotel and Quicksilver..something like that. Not only I had to eat dinner with them, we even saw midnight movie... Ultra-Violet...( F#%king boring and lame show... worse than water spirit.) Came back by 1.30am uh....

Anyway, Paul & Michele... remember i said that i will get screwed by my mum for going home late at friday. Well... when i got back, mum wasn't even home yet. She came back around 9.30pm. Turns out i'm the one scolding her for coming back late and not answering her handphone. After that... she went out again... at 10.00pm.... and did not came back that night.... i think...

Seems that i'm really the 'MOTHER' in my family now, HUA!HAhahahaha.....ha...ha.. hmm.... wait... sounds wrong... ah~ Shit!

UH... stomach pain!!... must be the overnight popcorn i'm eating... plus gin...hehe. I just spent 1 hour just to write this blog... I must be bloody drunk... ah.. gonna shit, bye guys.

Popiah~

2006-04-09T21:58:00.000+08:00

Today, Paul and Michele joined my family for lunch at my grandma house. I forgot to tell Paul that it was going to be self service to make your own popiah, but luckly my uncle don't mind doing popiah for everyone... >.<>_<

So sorry Kal not able to join cause he's in Singapore. : p Haha

We went to mont. Kiara market... uh... tired.
After sending Paul and Michele home, I went back to sleep at grandma house.
Two little cousins joined me to sleep on bed(aww)...
it was very VERY adorable at first ..until..
THEY SNOORE!!!

Well, I was dam tired and too lazy too walk to another room, so.....
I rolled my self away and fell of the bed (fell on the tilam), roll..roll...roll... poof!
then used two pillows to cover my head and sleep. -_- ..zzZzzZZzz

VERY Very very busy

2006-04-05T20:30:00.002+08:00

Monday~~~

6.00am -woke up (as usual),
9.30am -start class till 10.30am -start work at bubble tea (2 hours)
12.30pm -continue class till 2.30pm -continue to work (1 hour)
3.30pm - last class (bio) till 4.30pm

By the time my class ended, I quickly ran to my car and drove all the way to SS2, pasar malam.
5.00pm help taking out stocks from van and set up...
6.00pm start to get busy till 11.30pm
11.30pm -start packing up stuffs...heavy stuff!!!
00.15am -reached home~~Bathe~Sleep.... q(+_+)p

Tuesday~~
Woke up at 6.45am.. LATE!!! Bought two cans of Nescafe 'Kopi O' and one stick of fish ball before class starts at 8.30am.
8.35am- Teacher gave out test papper(8 calculation questions- 55 mins) to do...
8.40am -fell asleep during test
8.50am -still asleep...
9.00am -dead sleep.
9.04am -woke up and read questions 9.28am -finish doing papper...
9.30am -pass up.

Results = 7 correct, 1 wrong = 88%
-Reason= forgot to round up the answer to 3 decimal place.... stupid!...(me)

Job & Money

2006-03-31T19:37:00.000+08:00

I finally found a job... in college. Making bubble tea, ice blended, milkshake and special friut juices. I hope this could help me to top up my pocket money. 1 hour = RM4 , not bad huh!? The place where I work is surrounded with bright yellow lights, so I definately feel "holy" the whole time. It's freaking hot although there was so much ice around me...

I have been using money like mad this month, car petrol (went up!! from RM45 to RM60- Full tank), MUFY text books, handphone and food (on weekends). I had used more than RM400 this month... not good. =_="

Although I feel really bad leaving Paul alone during lunch time.. (So so sorry Paul.) But I really need the money, and i think it would be a good way to eat less (on diet, like you!!) and keep me busy (Better than going home).

* Today I was caught by Paul for trying to take the lift.... T-T
** I was suppose to be on diet... walking up stairs.... >_<

2006-03-15T22:05:00.000+08:00

A picture from a friend, really nice, wanted to share.

Kuak kak!! Kuak kak!!

2006-03-11T23:33:00.000+08:00

My frog is right beside me now... kuak kak!
For the whole week, i had faced many MANY problems. I wasn't strong enough to handle it, so I ended up smoking again...

I won't give up totally, so means i'm still goanna try stop smoking. ( starting now )
My frog did helped me a bit.. in releasing stress by letting me throw it towards the wall, and bounce back.
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O<>O
( .l _ l. ) ....Kuak kak!

Seems that God is also helping me at Wednesday..8th March. That day, as usual I went to Uni early in the morning by 6.30am. Then I found out I left my file at home, so I had to drive back to take it because all my notes for every subject is inside. I was trapped in the jam while going back to Uni, and had a hard time finding a car parking space.

Just when I though everthing is gonna go well for the rest of the day, I realised my scientific calculator wasn't in my bag. Forget to bring a calculator is normal and its not big deal, but... I WAS GONNA HAVE MATH TEST ON THAT DAY. I bang my head on my car, and went out to fag.

Last month, I borrowed someone my graphical calculator to a friends' friend.. Hui Meis friend... forgot her name.. Anyway, so I called Hui Mei for her friends' number. CAN'T GET~ I did panic for a while, but then I gave up and decided to 'flung' my math test. Then, miracle happens!!! I met Hui Mei on the way to library!!
I got the girls' phone number!!! I called her!! She say she can give me back anythime!!! WOOHOO!!! AMEN!!

Wow~ That's why I decided to follow Paul to CF on thursday but... well... not all churches is perfect. I did regret a bit.. and begged to go home but second though, may be it would turn out better later. Paul said we should give them some chance for about 3 months, if there is no changes we'll leave. Uh... (+.+)

Bro is very Very sick now, I had to do more house work. Haih....

Going well... think.

2006-02-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

Having bad cough nowadays. Then found out I got eye infection just now, because of my contact lens. High fever...39.5 celcius... so now cooking porrigde to eat for dinner.

Besides that, everything is going well...i think. (O.o)
This morning both Chemistry and Computer Science teacher looked for me to draw some posters for MUFY sports day...They must have been thinking I'm very free and have nothing else to do, which is not true but not totally wrong either....hmm....

Tomorrow got Biology test, need to go rest and study more. That's why my blog ends here today. "Zai Jien"

Tired

2006-02-27T19:55:00.000+08:00

This afternoon, the sun was bloody hot and I had a headache from it. Bought panadols to eat already but somehow it didn't really work. While I'm typing on the keyboards now, my head is beating like drums together with my fingers. AARrrggghhh!!!!!!!!

I refuse to sleep in my room this afternoon cause my mum was inside my room again. Doing her make up for wedding dinner again... at Golden Horse Hotel... haih...

Of course, I did ask her why use my room and not hers, she answered me.. "Cause I won't get boring easily when you are around." .... What does that suppose to mean!!!! (@_@) More headache~~
After that she buged me until I really felt like calling someone to just stab me in my stomach and let me bleed to death!!

1) She kept asking me to help her make up...(I HATE MAKEUPS). When it doesn't look good, i got scolded.
2) When she does her last few makeups, I was so tired I fell asleep...after 5 minuets, she woke me up cause she can't find her handbag. After 5 seconds, I found it ON her bed...
3) After I found the handbag I went back to sleep, after 5 min she woke me up say she cant find her black shoes. After 10 seconds, I found it UNDER her bed...
4) When she finally going to leave the house, she lost her car key.... This time I can't find it. She went angry and start to scold me and my brother for not being a 'good help'.
5) I let her took my car, and she ordered us to kept on finding for her car key. After 15 min, where me and my bro sweating like shit, she called and say " I found my car key, it was in my handbag all this while." - I became speechless until she say bye and put down the handphone.
6) Dinner time, suppose to drive to grandma house to eat... No car... Me and my bro had our 25min of walk to grandma house and had dinner.

And walked back of course... sob....

My Dream

2006-02-25T00:43:00.000+08:00

It’s very normal for a person to dream. By the time they woke up and open their eyes, they forgot whatever dream they had. But what I had today was different; it was on my mind the whole day.

Here’s my dream…

I was looking over the edge towards the sea. I did not look down but it seems that I know there are sea wave splashing far way below me. Then there was a person calling from the other direction, away from the sea sight. I turned and walked towards that person. Although I was getting nearer to that person, the person was totally blur-black. I can’t see who it is at all.

By the time I reach the black figure, the sky turned dark. Bright stars were all around us. While that person kept on talking, I can’t hear anything but looking at the shadow pointing towards the sky moving its mouth. When I turned my head and look at the place where I walked from, strong wind came right through us. Slowly I walked towards the edge, the black figure then held my hand tight. I turned my head slowly towards black figure and smiled.

I pushed the black figure away gently but it seems very strong to him. (Didn’t know why…) Then I continued walking to the edge. The nearer I get, the faster I walk, and the brighter the sky gets. Next thing I know I was running and the black figure I left behind was screaming at my name. Although I had already reached the edge, my legs kept on running. I went over the edge.

Next thing I know I was heading down towards the big rocks where the wave hits. And when I slowly closed my eyes and opened it again, I was floating at the sky. Everywhere around me was blue and white clouds. My body was really floating, like my spirit had left my body. Very very light…. When I looked down, the black figure was on him or her knees crying silently… Then, without any warning or sign my body starts to fall.

I fall awake…. On my bed sweating like shit, with tears flowing down my face. It felt like my heart just fall from a 50 stories high building, and I kept on crying and crying without knowing why at all. Even now while I’m typing, I can still remember the feeling when I was floating and the terrible fall I had dreamed.

( Sorry if there is any spelling are grammar mistakes...)

2006-02-22T01:10:00.000+08:00

This is my hubby. And no you can't have it.